Uncertainty

from Lovesick by Kona Haruka

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This right here, this is something I was holding back long ago. Some of you may be familiar with my song "Saturday Morning Vibes." released on my other channel (My Vtuber channel!). Well, secretly it has lyrics that were originally composed along with it. At the time it was too personal for me to give to the world, but now I'm ready. I put the lyrics in with the two best girls and let them work their magic! This was before I began using the OpenUTAU program, so if Teto sounds different from my usual style; you'll know why.

This song was meant to represent how uncertain I felt as a producer and songwriter at the time. I wasn't sure of my skills. I didn't feel I truly deserve the praise and applause I was getting at the time.

Miku is supposed to represent myself, while Teto is supposed to represent the voice of Song within my head. Urging me to keep going, to keep playing and creating. The two are conversing.

This is a very personal piece.

lyrics

Hatsune Miku sings:

Plagued by uncertainty, such insecurity.
Am I praiseworthy, am I deserving?
Clouded obscurity, much more uncertainty.
All so unnerving, I'm not deserving.

Plagued by uncertainty, such insecurity.
Am I praiseworthy, am I deserving?
Clouded obscurity, much more uncertainty.
All so unnerving, I'm not deserving.

Plagued by uncertainty, such insecurity.
Am I praiseworthy, am I deserving?
Clouded obscurity, much more uncertainty.
All so unnerving, I'm not deserving.

Kasane Teto sings:
Stay with me, can't you see?
You will be...
One with me,
One with song.
Play along.

(Repeat in the backround)

Miku comes in again:

Uncertainty grips at me.
How can this be?
I'll stay with you, through and through.
Just don't leave me.
Stay with me.

credits

from Lovesick, released November 1, 2022
The artwork was done by @aiyuuno over on twitter!!

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Kona Haruka Tacoma, Washington

Hi, I'm Haruka. I absolutely LOVE Vocaloid. And I've been obsessed with music since I was a kid. I started making Vocaloid Music back in August of 2019.

I recently started to learn UTAU english too! (Teto English, in specific!) I hope you like my tracks!

(Profile picture made by @Puffbun on twitter!) ... more

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